I am so sorry this happened. Your friend is right, don't do anything while you are this angry.
I did want to tell you, that reading your post made me cry. It also gave me more resolve to keep dark from H. I woke up missing him so much today and wanted to text him so bad. Now I know I need to stay dark and continue focusing on me.
God Bless you!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.