SO far have been acting As If it didnt happen, it feels like an elephant in the room.
Dropped D2 off, went to work as normal, sent H a txt asking if he was up for work yet, he txt back yes but there is lots of traffic, i sent a txt back saying there has been an accident but didnt think it would affect him, an hour later he txt me back saying "oh sorry about last night", i asked what was last night about?, he txt "i dont know you tell me" i replied 'well then what are you sorry for if you dont know? last night you were not ML to me you were in some fantasy and didnt care about me at all, now i know you are seeing someone else as you have your dont care attitude back on' he has replied but i am not looking at it, right now i do not care about what he has to say i'm just trying to stay positive, but it is hard trying to find a positive in this, the positive i am hanging onto is at least he touched me again if there is OW he could have gone straight to her. am i mad?!?!?!? PMA, PMA, PMA!!
