Okay since you can't edit, the last post was really me venting. Nothing really rang true.
My wife told me that she is hitting a rough patch on working through things. NYE didn't help much. My instinct is to dig and dig at what's she is working through, but of course that's just stupid. I really need to back off for a few days. Man I screwed this up bad.
I'm still beating myself up. And here I thought 2011 would be so much better. We still have 2 week tour our next MC session. It might be a long 2 weeks.


Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.