Wow! You've been through a lot. I guess we all have, though. There is a group that can help you, if your husband will go away with you for a weekend. The group is called Retrouvaille. They have a website, www.helpourmarriage.org. They have turned around thousands of marriages. Read the website, especially the section on the 4 stages of marriage. Then look for a weekend near you. Then ask you husband to go with you. Many people resist going, but those who do go are glad that they did. It saved my marriage, and changed us both as people.
