I am really hurting now. She's been distant today. Dis-engaging from me and the boys at every turn. It really suck. We we so close last wednesday. So close and I screwed it up royally.

Im seriously thinking i want out now. If she keeps this up-soulmate or not-it's over. I cant live with this. But i cant say chit to her.

Arrrrrgggghhhh. Bad day all around and I am trying so hard to be positive. To nothing.

Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.