i needed to hear all of that lol. especially the part about trust being a choice. i have been feeling so betrayed lately and just fearing that i won't be able to trust her. that is me trying to build a wall and i realize that.
my dilemma is that i don't want to keep working on something that is gone. i am just afraid that i am in denial... if she is gone then nothing i do will matter. but you are right, it is my fear that is driving me.
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