I have trouble being that same source of strength for myself.
You will be that source of strength Antonia when you finally start to trust yourself. It takes a lot of time and work. It ain't easy and sometimes the results that you end up with seem insurmountable...BUT, it is in this place of pain, of hurt, of anger, of fear...that you find what you really are made out of.
You will get there Antonia - I have no doubt!
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans