I've been "processing" throughout the holidays....and I must say that I'm starting to question if I could ever be happy with H again should he eventually wake-up.....I'm pretty detached now....sometimes I think that I was blind and maybe he always was a selfish je** and I just didn't see it...blinded by love...after all he did this to me once before...why would I want to be with a man like that....he is a damaged selfish person...I know there is the MLC diagnosis...but so what...he still had choices....and he chose to give up our relationship, our friendship, our family.....
Don't know...questioning things...
I would love to be this detached Mila....I think I was once there last year before I let my H come back home...now Im having to detach all over again. I keep saying to myself, why would I want to be with a man like that?
You sound good though! Happy New Year!!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
