I feel for you so much. I am sorry that you have to go through this, but do listen to the voice in your head, God is talking to you. I myself wonder if it would be better for me to let H go. I told him I was not for trial S, for me its all or none, as I felt that a trial S was cake eating, allowing him to make our M into an open one. However, getting through each and every day is terrible, such a pain. Good luck with the LRT. Looks like manysitches here have been turned around by that, and its easier to do when H is out of the house.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
