Journaling: Its tough when your emotions hit full force. just talking with 12 yr old daughter. Didnnt go to school today from a belly ache. I think its more anxiety from the sit. I talked to her about things were going to do this summer and the fun we can have. She just started crying shaking her head up and down but you could tell there was no conviction. Her eyes were asking me why? H*ll I can't answer the question myself. when I left the room I had a cry as well as I am hurting that wife left and it seems over. One foot in front of the other fake it til you make it.
