Denver, well I have to ask? How was NYE? I hope you did better than I did. As I mentioned earlier, I was sick much of this week with a nasty virus. So, on NYE, despite my condition, I forced myself to go out with friends instead of sitting in the house and sulking. Unfortunately, I mixed a virus, multiple doses of cold medicine and some beer all together that evening. Not good. Around 11:30pm, I started getting very emotional about the situation and I cracked. I sent my WAW a text message that stupidly was a bit emotional. Then, like a total idiot, I got even more emotional when she didn't respond. The minute I woke up on Saturday, I regretted the message. She has not made any contact with me at all since then. I think I blew weeks of working on a 180 in one night. I completely showed her my hand. What a dumbass I am??? I cant believe I did that!!

Well, what is done is done. I also found out this weekend she has moved again. So, now, she is apparently not talking to me and I have no idea where she is. This just keeps getting better! Oh well, my favorite NFL team is in the playoffs and I am going to see my favorite college team play in a bowl game this weekend. I guess things could be worse. If she still loves me, there is no way she could get too pissed at me reaching out to her... but who freaking knows? I know there is a woman living in this town who looks like my wife, walks like my wife, and drives my wife's car, but she is definitely not my wife. I guess "pod people" do exist. I hope you had better luck than I did.

Take care!

Fell

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...