Need Insight III

[MeMyselfandI]

Wow Pickle, does this ever resonate with me. I sometimes feel that is exactly what STBXH wants is for me to find someone else so it will justify his choices and remove some of the guilt. I struggle with this as well but I think, deep down that it is not what they really want.

Maybe I just need to believe this to keep me going on this db path. Maybe it's a pipe dream, I don't know. I do know that if I'm not strong enough to have a life without him, truly to be able to keep going without him then I am not ready to be with him.