Harrier, What happened? I was/am in such a hurry to get where you are/were...
How did you mess up with W?
Don't be in such a hurry. It will only lead to trouble.
I'd rather not talk about it when it's so raw. Lets just say I did something very stupid that set us back a little. It's not fatal to our progress, but a thus point in the game I dont want any movement backwards. I just show me its a process and not a straight line.
The hardest part for me is not beating myself up over this. Right now I hate myself for what I did. That will take some time.
Enjoy every moment with your W now. Even if it's not what you want. I assure you she is giving you everything she has right now. Appreciate that.
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.