Yesterday morning H sent out a text letting everyone know that his cousin who has been sick for a very long time, passed away. H was his legal guardian. I have helped and supported H in his decisions regarding his cousin and his long term health care for many years. Up until the BD.
Anyway, the viewing and funeral is on Monday evening. What I have decided to do since my sister is friends with the funeral home director is to have her arrange with him a time I can go in Monday afternoon and pay my respects. I know there is no way I would be able to take seeing H and ow standing there together.
I was very close to H's Aunt, his cousin's mother, who we helped so much through her son's and her own health problems. I know she would understand why I'm doing it this way. It would break her heart to know this was how things ended up between H and I.
