Oh yes Anotnia...I am bursting with hope! My problem is that I haven't figured out to hope without expectations! It gets me every time!!!

SA-thankyou my friend!

GAG! Always the optimistic one! You and punkin are correct...it was a thread that I was wanting to keep between H and I and no, he had not abused it at all. Money has always been a hot button with me....

It is funny after eveything they put us thru, that even the smallest of things they do can still hurt so bad! You' think we'd be so calloused up by now that nothing would faze us! Or oops, is that part of being detached??? Guess I am not totally there yet even after all of this time! I do seem to recover more quickly though!

Thankyou guys for all of your thoughts!

I am wishing the best for all of us in 2011!!!


M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing