I can't wait 2 years for what may be no chance at all ya know... If I knew for sure... YES!!! But I think based in what I've seen, all the damage caused, knowing her before all this... I just don't see ANY light at the end of this tunnel. I'm not sure what moving on would be, starting over with someone new I guess. A life where I am more able to be myself and less molded into something someone else wants me to be... Freedom... Happiness... Love... Companionship... Trust... IDK. I guess I'll just have to live my life and see where I go (hopefully able to guide it on a desireable path). Another shot at M would be great, she has TOO MUCH changing to do... She has not changed a bit. I'M AFRAID I will be back here one day... I just feel it!!!
