You sound a bit better than you did a few days ago. I hope that going dim/dark has helped you. Beatrice's perspective was very interesting, wasn't it? It really makes me wonder how these people can lose touch with reality so completely. It sounds as though they have a huge need to control for some reason ---- maybe life was really out of control for them when they were children? That's what I thought when I read what you wrote about your H wanting you to close your phone account. Is he paying for the account? or is his name on the account? Is there any reason for him to want it closed now? or is this just his way of exerting control?
Originally Posted By: dolphin_05
I cannot remember how many times he has told me he will never speak to me again.
I laughed out loud when I read this ^^^^^ (GAG crosses her eyes).
If H is trying to control you this much he must also be trying to control others around him too. Good plan to stay as far away as possible while he is like this. Let everyone else get a taste of that!........If H's most recent communication with you was more polite, maybe he is cycling as Sanderika said in one of her recent posts?
Cas, you've shown amazing patience and grace in the midst of this storm. You have continued to make a home for your children. You will reap the rewards of your hard work in time. Have no doubt about this. This is the way the universe operates.
It is already 2011 where you are, but it's still 2010 where I am. I will think about you tomorrow morning (here) when I see the news footage of fireworks over the Sydney Opera House. Let's both of us make this year ours!
Let's both of us make this year ours!