Okay, I read it all. I think you have only just begun here, why would you give up now?
You have received some good advice, but so far it is not sinking in. You need to take your focus off her and focus on YOU. You can't change her mind for her, only she can change it.
You need to build yourself up, and do it truly for you, not as a superficial thing to win her back.
Here are some questions for you...
How is the job search going?
Who taught you what it means to be a man? Your father, your mother, anyone else? Would you say they did a good job?
If you could snap your fingers and improve three things about YOU right now, what would they be?
Spellfire aka Mike
"Women do not like controlling men. They respect and are attracted to men who control themselves. They ultimately are repelled by men who allow themselves to be controlled." -S&A
