I know I've told this before but my grandparent were M around 65 yrs. On their 50th anniversary, I asked my GM if she had any M advice. She said, "You never reach a point that you can stop working at it.......not if you want a good one". The woman amazed me b/c my GF was a huge button pusher. I would never have put up with what she did, but then some would not put up with me....(lol)
It is fine to vent here and I'm glad you do. Everyone needs to be able to have a place to let off steam.
I think your W is showing a tremendous amount of progress. Your patience will be rewarded.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
