I have spent the last 2 nights away from the house. Stayed out long enough for her to be in bed before I got home.
I figured I would try something a little different and see if she has any reaction to it. It is hard not seeing the kids though.
Now, tonight is the New Year and I am not sure what to do. We have never gone out on New Year's, but it is a reason for me to get out and give her some more space. I am just afraid of her taking this the wrong way. I went out and did whatever I wanted to do before. I was gone a lot. This is nothing she has ever complained about, but being around home now is probably the 2nd biggest part of my 180. Anger issues being #1. I just don't want it to look like I am falling back into old ways.
H-40 W-38 Together-20 Married-12 boy-7 girl-3 bomb-9/17/10 No papers live together No affair