You are so right Whitney, we do realize how precious moments are in our 40's.
I'm going to say you are probably right with your predictions and it must be so hard to weigh that decision ... you so want to see your kids every possible time you have a chance but you also know how much it hurts. Continue on your path and may peace come your way.
Me: 41 STBXH: 36 D: 11 S: 9 BOMB 12/2009 SEPARATED 5/2010 D SERVED BY ME 9/2010 FINAL D When I'm ready