Am I piecing? Just can't tell 2...

[Sad_but_happy]

You are so right Angel. I do wonder if pushing hard would help my sitch and make my W realize that she is about to be on her own. About to lose her children 50% of the time. About to give up her lifestyle. At the same time I feel that she has a safety net with OM possibly still being there waiting for her email or call. And yes, I want her to choose me for me...

So I will not do that... Yet!

At the same time I just don't know how long I can go without physical touch. Or someone WANTING me. I realize that we should not depend on others to make us feel whole but there is nothing like sharing and caring with someone that WANTS to share and care with you. If that sounds weak, so be it... I love to love and I love to be loved...

I am thankful to have her and have my family in tack and not torn apart.

And I am sooooo sorry for anyone that is in that type of sitch. You have amazing strength to keep going!