If ever I get to be in your sitch I think I will just go away to a place as far as possible from where H is and just live a life with my daughter, so I could move on.
I keep on wondering what would happen if both parents are a mess, and can only be glad that one of us keeps our head and sanity. Be glad you are that one, and do everything and anything to keep it that way.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go