My soul mate wants a divorce

[Kemper]

As hard as it is, you need to do what is right for YOU regardless of how you H will react.

I feel like I'm constantly wlaking on egg shells, frightened to make the wrong move

This is because you care what your H will think or how he might react. Try to determine what your fears are and how to address them. You don't have to be mean but you should stick up for yourself and what YOU think is right without any regard for how H might react.