I don't always know the right thing to do. I'm frightened to pull away from him when he shows affection. I never know the right thing to do. Another example is sometimes he asks to meet up, it's always at lunch times so it doesn't interfere with his life after work with OW. It annoys me like hell but I'm scared if I keep saying no he'll forget about me. I don't want to be a door mat. It angers me the way he treats me, I just don't know I feel like I'm constantly wlaking on egg shells, frightened to make the wrong move
