You're welcome.

And yep, he's an idiot. But that is not something you can control.

Unfortunately we are left behind to pick up the pieces and keep the family together.

But you know what? I am doing it and so are you. And I have grown so close to my son. Something that might not have happened if this didnt.

You have to feel it and then let it go because if you dont, it weighs you down and saps your energy. And there are better uses for that energy.

Sometimes I would go and sit in my car and scream my head off. Called him some names in there that would make a sailor blush.

But, in the end, I realized that that is just giving him more power over me. And that is something I do not want to give.

So, you got it out. Now shake it off and continue moving forward.

Dont try to figure him out, that's like nailing jello to a pole.

Get back on the path and figure out what kind of life you want to live.

Be the person you want to be. Leave him to deal with own mess.