H's MLC - finding compassion and forgiveness

[Mila]

Thank you SA, Kissak, Being & Walking....yes I find it really strange with the teeth....Walking very interesting point of view....you may be onto something there

Journaling - H made an appointment to go with D to have something installed in her car few days ago....well he forgot and missed the appointment and had to reschedule for today...also invited D & Her BF to his place to watch a movie tonight....apparently told D OW is not going to be there...but D didn't want to go anyway...

OW's H told me that OW is spending lots of time without H trying to reestablish her friendships in this town....he finds it strange that she comes here for 2 weeks to spend time with her lover and then does things without him....even rented a car so she can be independent...

I must say that I'm exhausted....I filled my social calendar so much this Holiday Season that today was my first quiet day of doing nothing....just resting watching movies....wow how I needed that....I guess my age is catching up with me lol....can't party as I used to....but still have a busy lineup for the rest of the week....Getting together with OW's H tomorrow, going to see a ballet with a male friend, Having more friends over at my house....haven't decided on New Year's eve yet....I'm invited to a party but don't feel like driving all the way downtown and especially driving back....so will probably spend it with a friend at my house....

I feel like I'm in the eye of a storm....all quiet now...but I know that starting next week it will be back to reality....lawyers, job hunting, business stress....trying not to think about it yet...

Hope everyone is making the best of the Holiday season as well