The most important concept you can grasp...and trust me it will take time...is this...
LET GO.
Take a step back and sit down and figure out what YOU want for YOU. What do you want your life to look like in the future.
Happy New Year
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans