Eric, I am just resentful that he has all the free time he wants to do what ever he wants, when he wants...it ticks me off!
I am resentful that I am here struggling everyday to make ends meet, taking care of the kids 24/7. While he sits around letting his gf take care of him and he has all the funds to do whatever with!!
Im feeling it today thats for sure!! lol
I know HE is the one losing out! I know that! And its not so much a problem that Im stuck at home with the kids...I know WE will have fun and I will make it a nice weekend for them! It just [censored]! I will have to find a sitter if I want to do anything.
I did give him something to do...asked him to go and pick up our son's bday bike since I have the kids and no truck to put it in. He said he would try....nice.
Eric, I really am trying to get to the point where I can say the heck with him....
My mind and heart fight all the time with this. I know its his loss and NOT mine.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
