Seeking Answers is right, you are grieving not only the man you H use to be, but also of a marriage that use to be. Give yourself time to grieve. Pick yourself up everyday and remind yourself that he is NOT the man you love so much, he is a pitiful shadow of that man.
(((HUGS)))
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
