FOBDs - Man, I completely understand how you are feeling. My wife and I have been separated since Thanksgiving. The holidays have been absolutely horrible and I cannot wait for them to end. I found myself in my sister's bathroom looking at myself in the mirror crying like a baby a few times. I was starting to feel a little detached, but then W let me come to her mom's to drop some gifts off for step son while she was there. Seeing W and step son made me miss them all over again. And now i have to deal with NY's Eve. The aniversary of me proposing to her. It is going to be so hard not to contact her and let her know that I would propose all over again if I had the chance.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce