FOBDs - Man, I completely understand how you are feeling. My wife and I have been separated since Thanksgiving. The holidays have been absolutely horrible and I cannot wait for them to end. I found myself in my sister's bathroom looking at myself in the mirror crying like a baby a few times. I was starting to feel a little detached, but then W let me come to her mom's to drop some gifts off for step son while she was there. Seeing W and step son made me miss them all over again. And now i have to deal with NY's Eve. The aniversary of me proposing to her. It is going to be so hard not to contact her and let her know that I would propose all over again if I had the chance.


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce