Luvless going to surviving the big D

[luvless]

Today was the day of my second bomb last year Dec 28 2009. He told me "I don't know if I should be married anymore...maybe we should separate?"

Funny bcuz he loves to throw bombs on me. I just found out last night about a very lucritive job position he has obtained (was in the making since last year)....a big step for him (or the advancement of our WOULD BE family)...a press release. Can you say sick to your stomach?

Anyway here I was trying to be fair...praying for him...not trying to degrade him or take him for "everything" and he didn't think the same of me...of course he didn't.

What was I thinking?