Begging a woman for kisses and her giving them to you reluctantly isn't doing good. She's doing it out of pity or whatever. It certainly isn't because she wants to give it to you. Go back and read your post.
Even when she told you that she didn't want to deal with your drama shows that she views you as being the problem and thinks you are the one who prevents her from coming back. Not so.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
