"just dont understand if she wants a divorce why she worries what im doing and if anyone has heard from me."

This doesn't show that you "truly could care less what she's doing".

So if you want a D, go ahead and file. Or are you still planning to try and save the marriage?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER