My beautiful Maria. I think of you so often, even over the course of the past couple of years when I thought my marriage was mended and life was beautiful. You have made an impact on my heart that will last a lifetime. Thank you for having me in your thoughts and for your sage advice.
I am doing my best to make cognitive decisions rather than react on my emotions. My mind is telling me the smart thing to do is ask him to leave. My heart wants me to believe he is a decent man who got caught up in an impossible decision.
Love to you.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence