Hang in there Mish!! Holidays is when everything comes out:frustrations, disappointments, fear, confusion. It seems we are feeling we are supposed to be happy in a specific way and when we dont have "that", the world is crumbling down on us. Or that's my feeling at least...
Men and presents are weird. Some just love to give, others dont have it in their brain wiring.
When I let myself sink, there is no "bottom". I have to stop myself cause the hole is too damn deep. Take care of you. Enjoy little things and get your mind off of Gabe a little bit.
