Feel like such a fool. Saw my H christmas eve evening. He came by to drop a card off for me. It was really sweet and it read "to my wonderful wife" before he left he gave me a very passionate kiss. He told me he was going to spend Christmas day with his parents and would see me soon. At midnight he sent me a text wishing me a happy Xmas and then an additonal similar text later that day. I haven't heard anything since. I got worried becuase of all the snow and ice on the roads so contacted his family to find out if he had got there safe. Suprise suprise, he wasn't even there, presumably because he spent Christmas with her. Stupid stupid me AGAIN for believing his lies and for worrying about him while he was busy enjoying himself with his mistress. I didn't think he could keep hurting me. You think they have reached your maximum pain threshold and anything they do above that you are just numb to, but every now and again they like to kick you in the teeth again to bring you back down to earth.
