Snodderly - it is impossible I think to keep the expectations at zero. I could say that I am, but I would be lying. I have hopeful expectations, BUT i think I have prepared myself emotionally that if he falls back, it won't be so hard on me and I will recoop quicker. At least that is what I hope.
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12