Hi Zengypsy, I just wrote you and I messed it up somehow? I'm not sure if it will get posted so I'll rewrite.
First I would like to thank you for your support on my thread. It helps to ease the pain.
Being new myself and unsure how to deal with my own emotions and thoughts most of the time I cannot offer any sound advice. Just some support from one hurting soul to another. We all have a common bond in the pain we feel and the rejection from our S.
It does sound like you have been doing some self exploring and that's never a bad thing. I'm sorry you are going through tough times. As I have heard many people say, hang in there.
