hbm the moving truck is for you, not only to get H out of your sight but hopefully also out of your mind as well.
I know I find myself constantly battling thoughts of schadenfreude, somehow getting even with the one who caused me so much pain. It's a satisfying thought to look forward to the day your WAS regrets what they've done, but try not to get overly dependent on that narcotic.
Let go and let God. Do everything in your means to enjoy your life and try an keep your thoughts in check.
Still prayin' for ya. Pickle
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."