Just throught I'd check in on you and see how your Christmas went. It was tough, but you made it through it with grace and dignity. You did what you had to do for your children. And you did it well.
As GAG said, hope you slept well last night, and can put this hard Christmas behind you. Next week, New Year's - New Start, New Dreams, New You. Use this week to make your plans for what you will do for yourself in the New Year. Oh, you will always be there for your kids, you've proven that to them and everyone else, but plan to take some time for yourself and what YOU want from the coming year.