My wife is rewriting all our history as well. She was never happy. I didn't do this. I did that. It's a coping mechanism. She has to believe she was always miserable and it was my fault. Otherwise, the looks on our children's faces would destroy her. This Christmas was very hard for me. I was at "our home" as a guest, so I could watch our children unwrap their presents. But it really hurt that under the tree were 4 gifts for her "friend," that my money paid for. My wife is unemployed at the moment. I don't mind to much about handing over so much of my paycheck to take care of my family (I give about 3x what the judge ordered) but to see it go for that bothered me. Finally, I gave into my feelings and left, otherwise my kids would have seen me utterly fall apart. Couldn't let them see that.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
