Friends, Happy Christmas to all. Very tough day - beautiful moments with kids - intense moments of loss experienced by us all. S came home from midnight mass last night and just fell into bed with me and sobbed about how much he missed his dad. Girls upset because they feel like their dad knows Christmas morning is an early kind of thing and they didn't hear from him (in text of course) until noon. I tried very hard to keep focus on them and maintain the menus, traditions, etc. that they love. Now I am home alone. Ready to sleep and put this time behind me. I am not beating myself up - I think I made a happy day for the kids when they were here. Tomorrow is another day. IB
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time