when script is not script part 2

[buenosuerte]

haven't posted in a while. I see new situations with being gone for a few.

Here's the latest update:

In Nov I filed for divorce, Dec 17 went on holiday break till jan 3 (wont have to see h face to face until then) Dec 22 i had h served the papers.

the filing was liberating in a sense, I was not sad or upset while i was filing. i waited some time before i had him served, our interactions were okay a little more positive, then i don't know what happened next. I just got the impression I was wasting my time in holding faith in him anymore.

I put things together looked back on the past 14 months of seperation, came to the conclusion he really never did love me. Z