Merry Christmas Everyone. Had a wonderful midnight mass. Didn't get to bed till 3 AM.
W is still in lala land. Everytime she looks my way I see dagggers blaming me for her misery.
If I was keeping a solution journal, I don't think I'd write anything in it. Nothing seems to be working so far.
Just have to wait for her to navigate her through her guilt and escape fantasies.
Friend told me some interesting stuff the other day. After church some time ago he overheard W talking to his sister. W observed all the "short haired old ladies" in the congregation and said with determination she'll never become like that. MLC?
And although I have been accustomed to letting things roll off my back, friend said he and his wife noticed my W putting me down in public (in their company) surprisingly. He even said to his wife, "You know if you did something like that to me, we'd be having words."
Looking back, this past year and beyond, W has done a lot of wardrobe shopping, a lot of hair color and a lot of toes. She's definately fighting the "short haired old lady" path. She has also taken to wearing 2" heels which makes her taller than I and causes her to look downward when in my direction. I don't like it. She's in la la land.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
