Thanks Donna. It's these kind of things that just out of nowhere stand up punch you in the mouth. I was at the coffee counter at the hospital today and thought "I should get one for Dad" and then realized he can't drink coffee anymore and he'll never drink it again. Everything that goes into his body is through a tube, except the sponge lollipop that he can dip in water and suck on. I was just looking at the photo I enlarged for Mom and Dad (I ran off two) and he looked so healthy and happy then meanwhile inside of him was a killer slowly sucking the life out of him. The cancer specialist said this cancer has probably been in his body since the last one was removed almost four years ago. How could anyone know? Well, enough of this. Thanks for giving me this outlet to express my pain and emotions. It's a hard journey but I'll get through it, I know I will!
