She will be playing with my dog. He says he won't have her over, but I don't believe that for a second.
I know I am going to get through this. I just wish it didn't hurt so bad. I wish I could feel strong and secure all the time. I hate these moments of weakness.
You can't believe anything that your spouse says right now. DB says only 50% of what the divorcing spouse says is true. Don't expect anything and expect that he will do things that may very well be cruel. I am going through this right now, but with my children.
Let the pain come. Accept it because you do need to mourn your marrige. The sooner you accept the pain the easier it will be for you to move on with GAL. DR talks about taking care of you even if the marriage doesn't work out. That point is, at the very least, you will feel good about yourself for GAL.
Merry Christmas! Godbless
M = 10.5 years H = 35 W = 39 D = 10 S = 12 SD = 19 Bomb Dropped = 10/27 EA = April
