Thanks Being Me. I actually did pray for a miracle last night, I said "Lord, you say we should bring to you what we need and I'm asking for a miracle for my Dad..." That's what I want and if I don't get it, that's on God's head! God didn't give my Dad Cancer, our world gave him cancer with all the crap we put in our air, water and food. We live in a toxic sludge pool and then we say "why is there so much cancer". We did it. God gave us beauty and everything we needed to live long and prosperous lives but we messed it up. That's on our heads! Anyway, time to wrap my Christmas presents then I'm heading to the doctor's to get a refill on my sleeping pills. I don't know whether I'll need them or not but it's best to have them on hand. I need to be as rested as possible to get through this. Afterwards I'll head down to see Dad, maybe pickup Mom, and head to STBX's for a Christmas Eve dinner. I have to remember that my kids need me now too and also deserve as Merry a Christmas as we can give them. Christmas day we'll open presents and head down to the hospital to see Dad. My present to Dad is a montage of photos of his church which is closing down in the summer. I went out in November and took a ton of pictures and bought a frame. I've picked out the ones that I think are best and arranged them. Now, it looks like his church might outlive him. I also got a nice matted picture frame and printed an 8X10 picture of Mom and Dad together. It's something they can hang on their wall and especially for mom to remember Dad with. Anyway, I hope everyone here on DB has a wonderful Christmas. I know so many of you are going through your painful times right now but be strong and enjoy what you can of the season. God bless.
