Thinking of you, tpc. At some point, I'd say almost all of us here have been exactly where you are now - the anxiety, fear, deep sobs, etc. I promise you won't feel like this forever but I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, that you're going through this now.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence