just heard that he told his cousin he has never been happier. What I wouldnt do to be able to say that. Wow. I have been doing fairly well but this just set me back a bit. Wow. Like others I have been just blow away with how he can just cut me out of his life after 22 years of being there. He just could care less if he sees or speaks to me and it is a burden actually.
I want to hate him as much as he hates me but I cant. My lawyer said he will move as fast as I want him to, some days I want to just get it over with and others I want to drag it out as long as possible hoping he will wake up.


Me 38
H 39
T 22years
M 15years
DS 14, DS 12, DD 6
Bomb 3/2010 h's 39th bday
"Temporarily" Separated 6/7/10
H EA cant let myself believe anything more.
H files 10/10